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I am feeling down today. Nothing that anyone could sing to me could make me feel better. Nothing I have on my iPod is helping me at all. I've spent most of my day flicking from song to song.
I'm also angry because for the first time in a long time, I succumbed to a temptation I had thought I'd conquered and dealt with. I know we make mistakes, but seriously, I feel like I went back twenty steps. I drove home last night listening to 106.5 love song dedications becasue it was the only station playing something that wasn't incredibly fast and happy. don't you hate it when you need to be soothed and all that plays are bizarre songs by Kylie Minogue. Man o man. I have to leave work now so I'm siging out but basically I just wanted to jot this down because I'm feeling pretty defeated today and so annoyed I can't listen to the type of music I would normally play to sooth me and renew me when I'm frustrated or sad. So annoyed >:(